I am officially going out of my skull. I have way too much stuff going on. Still. Most of it is over today, but it still feels like I'm sinking fast. Hilarious. I get panic attacks still that make it hard to breathe. Then I really feel like i'm drowning

Going to attempt a collaborative project. Probably won't amount to much of anything, but hey, you never know. I'll see what I can do. Post it anyways no matter what Teaser says.

Have to write a piece for Madrix so he can make me my birthday present... heh... heh heh heh.... MUA HA HA HA, things are going exactly to plan! .... *ahem*



Oh and could one of my guys explain to me exactly WHAT it is about me that compels you to explain your life to me? I don't mind, really. It's just very confusing... Knowing someone for so short a time period and then *WHAM* something personal creeps into the conversation. No transition, no fore-runner, nothing... just pops up, randomly. Do I have a sticker on my forehead that says "easy to talk to, please share" that I don't know about? You're not being creepy, none of it's freaked me out. I'm flattered, complimented, honoured that you want to share.... but jeeebus h. christmas on a fourth of july rocket! Could you wait for a bit? or at least warn me that that's what's going to happen. Cause i'm pretty sure you don't to it to just anyone you meet.

Stop the confusion: warn the Adrienne if you feel the need to spill the beans next time. Then I can prepare and won't be tempted to turn the whole incident into some kind of story or blurb (I HAVEN'T but i was tempted.... damn good stories).

Seriously, i'm not upset, i'm not angry, i'm not pissed, nothing... i just woke up this morning, thought for a second and it hit me: this isn't the first time it's happened, it probably won't be the last.... but what about me compels this behaviour??!! tell me so i can tone it down about a billion notches! Please?

Have to go back to studying Cost Accounting now.... ick... going to fail midterm... no posty till i'm done...

Adrienne